Ive been noticing alot of people post about there Ben decision, wether to let him die or pull him up. Here is mine;
I think Ben was a good guy, he just made some bad decisions. When Lilly first told me that someone was stealing meds, I walked around asking and got nothing, but the way Ben responded I knew instantly it was him, but I placed the benefit of the doubt in his favor. But m suspicion was confirmed when he told me on the train..... I was ANGRY and disappointed, but I decided that once again, I'd forgive him. In ep. 4 I left him to watch Clem, I told him that was a job and a responsibility and I trusted him to watch over her. But (luckily) Clem came and saved my life, I was still pissed at Ben for letting her go out on her own, and me being so stupid to think I could sneak up on her. The when we got to Crawford and got inside the school I said something that paranoid Ben (oh I left Clem at home with a gun, my little girl killed a zombie :D) so I knew something bad was going to happen. Long story short, when he told Kenny about you know what, and we had a vote, I voted Ben out of the group. I just couldn't have such a danger around us, he still followed us to the tower, the bell rang, zombie grabex him, but I did not hesitate one bit to kill the zombie. I grabed Ben and I was going to pull him up, but then he started saying that it'll be a nobler death if he sacrificed himself, i was torn. I wanted to pull him up but who am I to make him live if he wants to die as noble as that, I contiplated and was getting emotional until I closed my eyes and pressed "drop"..... He was a good guy that made bad decisions and wanted to make it up by sacrificing himself. Do I regret not pulling him up? No, that was the best way to die during this hell of a time. I am forever in his debt, RIP BEN....
When I play get fully invested in what's going on, and I play about the same way as I would in real life, I get emotional at whats going on, and I regret alot. I do not replay, I give myself one shot. It makes the game better that way.
Christa,omid,Kenny,lee (my group)