I realy am astonished by these very nice adventures telltale has brought out
so far. This inspired me so much that i finaly want to become a
gamedeveloper myself. I have this interest for a very long time now,
but I of course other stuff was much more important. I started to
code over and over again and was not bad at it at all, but there
were allways much more important things to do.
So finaly i have sorted my life and now realy can start with it.
To be honest, i realy am very very dissapointed with the games out
there, most of them deal with undigested second worldwar issues.
Such endless masses of games i see in the shelves, or read about in the internet deal with being a soldier of some kind, commanding fleets of another kind,
racing and slaughtering through all imaginable forms of the concrete
jungle. Maaaan, what the hell. Hell is everywere in the story of this games,
even in Sam and Max, at least there is no shooting; only throughing
As freud said, you can not fool your inner Child. So i realy do not have
any interest in helping to bring out another starwars, with cubelooking
vehicles, or designing another weapon for another of this ego-shooters.
when a friend of mine came around three days ago and talked with me
about an adventure he liked very much, we googled it up. It was
produced by a german publisher called house of tales. That immediatly
remembered me of something simmilar, and i checked back here.
What did my eyes see, Guy and Elaine, what the ...
Something inside me made a jump to the ceiling, something inside
me that lay dormand curled together in the last corner of my heart
like a beaten up dog just jumped out of my throat and i was paralized.
All the hated halos, dooms, medalsofhonour etc. were repelled at once.
I felt as if i woke from a twenty year long sleep. Something went
back inside me, and for three days now i feel different.
I feel smarter, more aggressive, i feel like i could finaly fullfill
my dream and become a gamedeveloper after all.
This is like a current of prana, that runs through me from the bottom
to the top. It gives me realy extremely much energy.
I am ready, finaly. Finaly my inner spirits start to sing.
So, i have not the slightest experience in this business, so i make
a plan right now what has to be learned and trained. For the start
i got an pentium opcode table and bit my way a quarter through it.
I roughly understand how this stuff works, the shifting rotating moving,
the adding multiplying, the addressing etc. Meanwhile i thought about
what is important next. First of all i presume it is to deal with the
computer memory and the harddisk. So i need to learn how arrays have
to be administrated in the computermemory and how threading works.
How differs the harddiskspace to chipmemory, that are questions that
will keep me busy for the next three hours. But thats of course only
the workersant job. A developer knows about the finances, he
is able to work with meshes, visual effects, skins etc. and hopefully
he can bring up good stories and has an artistic vein.
So here i stand ready to take on your world!