I was in shock more than anything. Not wanting to accept what had happened, while also being perplexed at what to do next.
Up to that point I'd been on very good terms with Lilly and Carley. In that single moment one was dead and the other was as good as dead to me. Worse even.
My gut instantly told me to leave Lilly for dead, but I still took as long as I could to think it through. Looking back, my only small regret was that I didn't kneecap her before driving away.
Flopping down on the RV couch next to Clem afterwards, I felt a genuine sense of loss/loneliness/despair I don't think I've ever felt in a videogame before, so kudos, TTG.
I miss Carley, she and Clem were the only good things to happen to Lee since the world went to shit.
I take some minor solace in knowing that her death was painless and without fear. It's a rare luxury not many in a dead world are afforded.