18 years ago my grandfather died of lung cancer, he wasn't a smoker I was a year old a didn't understand that sort of thing. From what I understand he was an amazing human being. My only memories of him include pictures and videos of him, but my family always has nice stories about him. It's just now hitting me how I never really got to know him. I feel like I'm missing someone to look up to. I'm sure I would have absolutely loved him
Today I learned it is possible to miss someone you don't remember.