Then again I was asking something , I asked if those situations would oppose you to being the villain. But, maybe you already answered that as the anti hero.
What makes a hero, is it the means, the intent, defining hero is difficult. I don't know how often it is defined by crazy people trying to fight crime in capes, masks, in the real world.
As for the anti hero, hero, I think that falls on the amount of responsibility on you at that time and what naturally takes over in that moment.
If you plan things out you're likely the villain not the hero, I wonder what's at your true core and why you say you'd have to be some anti hero. What your inner strengths are in the moment, how strong your resolve is, and what responsibilities you'd have.
Maybe you're violent, hard core...I don't know...
Not even Batman kills the joker in most comics. Because he's a human, a character, has a code, personality, and a sense of responsibility. Everyone is different, and in that moment you might think to kill the Joker, Batman doesn't.
You have to wonder where is that line drawn for you, the anti hero and hero? Batman, doesn't like the Joker, yet he lets him live, every time, even though people can't believe it...except for the movies...
Where do you draw the line and how long could you be the anti hero or villain? That's the only question.
Of course you won't answer my questions, because you don't like me very much
And I've turned this into a musing thread.