Doodo's Musings

[PecanBlue]

Have I just been trolled? I'm a little confused as to whether I should be participating in a discussion where I'm being told my way of thinking is due to corruptive media. Please, someone enlighten me. 8^|

[doodo!]

Originally Posted by PecanBlue

Have I just been trolled? I'm a little confused as to whether I should be participating in a discussion where I'm being told my way of thinking is due to corruptive media. Please, someone enlighten me. 8^|

I don't give a fck about you anymore.Leave me alone.

[PecanBlue]

Oh good, question answered!

[doodo!]

Originally Posted by PecanBlue

Oh good, question answered!

If you had any insight, you wouldn't think that you were being trolled in a thread of personal musings, where all my views are the same in life over all, you really think I think you're that special to waste my time trolling you in my thread?

I don't have time for musings anymore, all of you can go on living in this world and whatever the hell, I really don't care. It's not like any of you have a choice anymore.

I really don't care anymore, it's a impossible situation, people like me are never happy...

I don't care.

[Chyron8472]

Originally Posted by doodo!

you really think I think you're that special to waste my time trolling you in my thread?

You just did.


Also, this:

Originally Posted by puzzlebox

Doodo, no one has made a personal attack on you or gotten angry. This is a public forum - a place for discussion, not a soapbox. You've been sharing plenty of views and opinions in this thread, did you not expect others to post comments and questions about the ideas you're putting forward?

If you want to share things on the internet without being questioned, I'd suggest setting up your own blog using a site like Blogger or WordPress, and disabling comments.

[doodo!]

Over all , I don't know what to tell you, what are you looking? Why should I argue when I'm not mad, or even argue when I am mad? I don't know what you want from me at this point? I wasn't trolling, I really believe the things I type. I do believe in them. I don't make things up or troll people in my own thread, create alternative philosophies or musings just for that person unless I think there is something really interesting I can take from that and tie it back into my musings, or that I honestly might be onto something that is frustrating to debate and so I act in a way that is unacceptable, rude and insult people.


It was just a way to stop further posts for a short time because I was angry and didn't have the strength to peacefully resolve it. When a musing person tries to have more answers, inspires to have more than he can combat, because people don't see things as he does or there is a communication barrier, even if the muser is right...there is usually a problem...

I'm trying to shuffle alot here, even if I'm just another person trying to understand others, how the world works, all of that jazz, I'm dedicated to this and I'm devoted on many levels and in a way never fitting into reality, I'm looking at all of you as evidence if this world has any value, purpose.

When I see certain things that bother me, upset me, I get angry, I feel all alone, as I sort of am, I have a large family, but we're not close and I'm sort of confused in life, most people say I'm weird to my face, which is sort of rude. In class the students, college mind you, say...

" I don't like him, he's weird" Sign Language

"He's so weird...." Spanish XD

"He's so weird...." Math

" What a strange person"....


I don't know what you expect from me? Everyone is judging one another to some extent, what should I think about you? It's almost obvious how most people may see me, I don't see things the same way often. I'm not a social, popular type of person...

I'm not as bad as I seem, I'm like all of you, I just don't want to settle for some of the things I would consider normal and expected. Some things just don't make sense to me and I argue the system. At the end of the day, XD my car is blowing up, randomly and the fire team and a electrical engineer can't think of a logical reason why, and then I get paranoid , regardless I'm obsessed.

Maybe I'm even deranged, but I'm dedicated to this thread and trying to understand people. And I am human, I'm glad it shows, makes me relate-able no matter how strange people say I am.

I imagine something I just said may have some how insulted you...

[doodo!]

I was about to give up, call it off, my whole life I've been some sort of nit picker, observing us all, trying so hard with good intentions, some times those intentions misleading, not clear, getting me into trouble...Some times I'm just ignorant as a human is ignorant.

Then DAISHI, did something for me, he called me a coward and a liar, and then I knew that this species does have some life to it.

And, today in college I heard a student talking about the materialization of all designed goods in the economy, the clothes we wear, everything that is our illusion. As if some how the universe was just being kind to my ignorance once more, nodding to me, telling me, don't give up, don't loose faith in your species.

He was talking about it, and no one else agreed with him or knew what he was talking about. And know what he says? He says he learned about it in college sociology. And that filled me with hope that some of you are actually getting this in your education.

Is there some one out there looking out for us? Is there? Funny enough the topic in Spanish today was if professions are sculpted to your morals, which came second, another sort of topic I would have once looked at.

The world may think I'm stupid, I don't even know why I exist, why this thread exists. I've see the paranormal, no doubt, my whole life I've been trying to reach out and every once in awhile my hand is softly grasped and people gently touch me, if you would, just to say, I understand. And it's not a negative energy, it's positive. People can still think, at least one student out of a class room of 25... I'll take one.

Some of these concepts, philosophies of mine, energy and light being the same, light geometry, psychic energy, societal programming is now being examined in college. Or I am now aware of people existing who do this, but there was only one student who understood, one man.

And my vibrational states are higher for that one person. Maybe everything is going to be alright, I can't stop now.

[Silverwolfpet]

Dude, seriously, open a blog. It's free and there are more chances of people actually reading through all that. Besides, you can write anything you like there. No mods. ^.^

[doodo!]

Oh, ok, maybe i will.

[doodo!]

JFK, the last American president
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jj6bk...eature=related

[coolsome]

Originally Posted by doodo!

JFK, the last American president
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jj6bk...eature=related

I thought Arthur Colman Winters was.

[doodo!]

I try taking on this shape shifting hoorah, a little and then gravity http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GusvSANiAZ8

[doodo!]

Another doodle on gravity. XD HAHAHAHA DOODLE!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSvWMppeovw

[coolsome]

hehe Foxy boxes.

[Davies]

Originally Posted by doodo!

You still don't get it, do you ? All of you with your arguments, you don't see this reality, your brain, mind sees everything, you don't. You only see half the picture. They market you on the full picture.

Being educated on material has nothing to do with planting ideas and words subliminally into your sub conscious .

I've wasted enough time on the literal blind. I won't waste anymore. And it's not funny, it's a damn child's cartoon. And it's in just a few frames so that no one ever would have saw it EVER unless they paused it or went frame by frame...You live in such a innocent world.

When they experimented on people in movie theaters just to see how effective it was, yet people say it wasn't effective and here we are again seeing examples every day, every where where it is used. A blind man can't see. I have no more time to waste.

It's your fcked up future and your fcked up present you embrace, blindly like the last generation, and it will get progressively worse. It's inevitable society will decay, rot.

There is nothing honest about sex left, it's a marketing tool used to make males stupider, and females more manipulative and vain. If not used in those ways it still functions as a obvious tool.

When couples fuck it's all about being aggressive and materialism , there's no making love left. It's all fcking and that's all your stupid, shallow world has left. There is no more making love in your screwed up world, women feel the need to lie to men as they feel like porn stars as the stupid male has his way and she doesn't get satistificaton and they all have to lie because the male is stupid and doesn't know how to make love any more.

No one is sexually honest anymore, the entire world is insecure buying pills to make their dicks bigger and women are so vain and screwed up they don't even know what they want anymore. Sex as a act, a honest act between two lovers does not exist anymore. Rather it's about the sex being a certain way that media and entertainment industry ultimately depcits.

Two people in love will break up just because the sex isn't good, divorce, or break up.

There is no honesty of feelings, love any more, there is no making love, just whores and porn stars, and a hyper drive society that's greedy, selfish, self centered, superficial, shallow.

There is nothing left living for in this world, everything has some crooked double standard. There is no honest love making. This world we've created is shit.


Fewer and fewer honest in love, non selfish, non self centered people, couples exist anymore. People making love, enjoying it because they are in love, everyone has a double standard that is abused, manipulated. There is nothing sacred about sex, you're all just fcking like animals.


Stupid modern views, this world is screwed up, physically compatible...there is no true love making, communication left, two stupid animals get together, fuck, if they don't enjoy it they don't get married.

Like two animals, there is nothing really intellectual, sincere , emotionally honest. It's no communication, weighing things in on physical levels, which are the material levels of which you are programed, marketed.

People may not see the problem now, but they will when their 13 year old daughter is the next 13 year old to be pregnant. Or their teenage daughter is the whore of the high school. Even this word I use, whore is part of this devolution and sexual aggressiveness.

Animals...

Hmm? What? Oh sorry, i wasn't paying attention... I was too busy ordering pills to make my dick bigger.

[Chyron8472]

Originally Posted by doodo!

There is nothing honest about sex left, it's a marketing tool used to make males stupider, and females more manipulative and vain. If not used in those ways it still functions as a obvious tool.

When couples fuck it's all about being aggressive and materialism , there's no making love left. It's all fcking and that's all your stupid, shallow world has left. There is no more making love in your screwed up world, women feel the need to lie to men as they feel like porn stars as the stupid male has his way and she doesn't get satisfaction and they all have to lie because the male is stupid and doesn't know how to make love any more.

No one is sexually honest anymore, the entire world is insecure buying pills to make their dicks bigger and women are so vain and screwed up they don't even know what they want anymore. Sex as an act, a honest act between two lovers does not exist anymore. Rather it's about the sex being a certain way that media and entertainment industry ultimately depicts.

Two people in love will break up just because the sex isn't good, divorce, or break up.

There is no honesty of feelings, love any more, there is no making love, just whores and porn stars, and a hyper drive society that's greedy, selfish, self centered, superficial, shallow.

You've obviously never been married.

Marriage is a covenant; a very special bond. My personal sex life is none of your business, but I will say that I have toward no other woman on this planet the feelings I have for my wife. If ever I have sexual desires, it is of her that I think about. General physical attractiveness in women is one thing; having sexual desire is different.

The Bible calls for the marriage bed is to be kept undefiled, and though the desires of this world are corrupt and misguided with debauchery, sex in the media and other such things, what a husband and wife do in their own bedroom is not for you to scoff at. God created sex, and designed it to be pleasurable. It is the world that has corrupted its intent. Sex itself is not wrong.

You complain about how corrupt the world is, but you also scoff at my belief in my Father, God. You say that we should follow the moral values indicated by such as the Bible, but then you wholly discount the reason and the motivation for keeping to those values that the Bible lays out.

I'm not saying I love my wife only because God tells me to. I'm saying that I love God and I desire to follow Him, and through my relationship with Him, He has instilled in me the desire to love my wife and treat her as I know I should.

[Icedhope]

Just to let everyone know, Doodo has been permanently banned. It was decided that these forums are not the place for his increasingly erratic and disruptive behaviour that has gone on for some time now. It's not something we took lightly, but we all agreed it had to be done.

Sincerely, the Telltale forums moderation team

[cutglass]

I'm saying good bye, this is my final message, and then I fade away where no one wants me. Where I've came from and where I will disappear ...

Good bye, it was fun while it lasted, I thought I found a place to fit in, now I am alone again. Admins may delete this too, not give people here closure who care, it's the way things are. This is doodo, good bye my friends. Thank you for trying to give me faith in humanity, it meant a lot to me. I was abused as a child, called a moron, retard , beat, my mother was beaten near death and my whole life has been kind of crazy.

Now, I'm alone again.

Love Doodo, my last video on TTG . Good bye.

I can't argue, or talk with you I will be banned, but you comment on my video. I'm sorry it turned out this way. I will only post this once and in one place. This is closure for me, so I won't try to come back.

PEACE be with all of you even my bann officer. God bless you, good luck in your lives. I love you all.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cPfLT7wTiRo