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Originally Posted by PhotonCC
I thank you for your suggestions, kinda hard for me (English isn't my first language)
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Dude, the amount of "I felt" in your post was ok because it seemed like you were emphasizing on what you felt.
Anyways, finding Mark legless was one of the most traumatising thing I've ever seen in my life. I couldn't stop thinking about it for at least two days. Plus, Mark's just that nice dude that wouldn't harm anyone, he was my friend, and it was just a horrible sight to discover him without any legs in what seemed to be good people's house.
Katjaa's death was also shocking. I felt so bad when I saw her dead. I never saw it coming even if she clearly said "I love my son more than life itself" I kept feeling like I could've done something to help her, to save her. It's funny how I didn't want to see it coming, Kenny and Kat went in the woods with Duck, I hear a gunshot, Kenny screams, I instantly thought : "Did bandits attack !?" I only realized what really happened when I saw Kat on the ground, her gun in her hand like she shot herself. I thought Katjaa was a strong woman but in the end I realized she's a lot like my mom -keeping the emotions inside until they burst-. Seeing Kenny so desperate didn't help.
One part that really teared me appart was at the tower, deciding Ben's fate. I never blamed Ben on Kat, Duck and Doug's death as it is the bandit's fault imo. For a moment, I felt his pain, I didn't want him to die, but in a way, if he wants to commit suicide, I'll let him do it. I wanted him to live because I'm not gonna blame him for being scared (not saving Clementine at the beginning of Episode 4) and I'm definitely not gonna blame him for indirect deaths caused by good intentions. I couldn't decide, the time was ticking. Part of me wanted me to let him go, put him out of his misery, but the other part of me refused to let another friend die. I seriously couldn't explain how, but when the timer went red, three words echoed in my head :" Let me go !". As these words echoed, I swore I wouldn't let anybody else I cared about die, even Kenny ! If Ben wants to die, well he's gonna have to do it himself ! I pulled him up, did the best decision I ever could.
This makes me think of the girl in Episode 1 that commited suicide, I let her do it, I gave her the gun so she could put herself out of her misery. She felt so desperate that I just had to help her die as a human and not as a walking corpse.
When Lee got bit, the first thing that came to my mind was :"NOO !! I can't just die right now !! I've got a little girl to protect !" I might have been desperate but I thought about Clem before myself and that actually suprised me that a video game kid felt more important than the main character's life.